Happy things in my life

Well life is getting me down right now so I tried to list all the good things in my life that make me happy, just to show myself how much I have to be grateful for!

1. My boyfriend, who loves me even with a poopbag and takes care of me when ever I need it.

2. My little baby puppy (though she is already 5 years old) who always puts a smile on my face, no matter how bad day I have.

3. My best friend R who also puts a smile on  my face when ever I see her, even though I've had a bad day :D

4. All my other friends who are very comforting, emphatic and helping me to cope in any way they can. I'm blessed to have such good friends around me and haven't lost any even though I'm not the most energetic and happy person out there.

5. My family. They are surely not perfect but when I REALLY need them, they are there for me, if not in other way, at least they often help me financially. Without them I'd already be in huge debt and maybe even in jail as I could never afford all the medical stuff I've had to pay. And especially my mom, who puts the little she gets, into helping me if needed.

6. My boyfriends family. They have helped me/us financially a great deal as well. I'm not close to them at all, but still they have also made it possible for me to pay rent and my doctors bills.

7. Nature! Iive in a place where there is nature around me and people appreciate it.


8. I can move my arms, my legs and my head is working (not to it's best ability, but working still). I can go to places and live independently. That's important for  me, though I do know it's possible to be happy even when you are not able to do the things I mentioned above.

9. When I get sick I always get help. In my country you go to the hospital/doctor first and then bill arrives after. So even when I don't have the money I can still get treated (the cost for treatment isn't that high here, but for a person with very little money it still can be a big problem).

10. I have  a long hair! Due to my  illness I don't have much hair left so growing it long has been a long road :D Maybe a silly thing to be happy about, but as I have been worried to loose all my hair in many occasions, to see it long is a happy thing for me :)


11. I have food (even too much) in my fridge, roof over my head, nice bed to sleep in and clean water to drink. I don't have to be afraid to wake up guns blazing on a war zone or outside my window. I'm safe and sound :) this is what I always think when I get really anxious about my illness, stoma and all. Usually it helps :)

(12. Oh and I collect dolls... So dolls make me happy too :P)